Blessings

As I look over my family room, watching my husband and son exercising together, and feeling the baby girl in my womb, I feel so blessed. It was only 5 years ago that I was living in Pensacola, FL experiencing the aftermath of a miscarriage and wondering if I'd ever be able to have children. I'm reminded that there are many women who feel this same way. I want to let you know that there is hope. Try the Creighton Model. Google it.

Because I thought I may not be able to have children, I created a wall within me. I began planning my career and throwing myself in college and work, believing this is where I would receive satisfaction and fulfillment. I spent so much time creating this environment within myself that it has taken me a lot of time to undo it, and accept and feel content in my current role as mother and homemaker.

This has been quite the transition for me. Even though my son is 3 years old, I am just now accepting this role completely. During my son's life, I have tried to start a career back up. I tried to work part time, and I tried to work from home. I did this because I was so convinced that I had to contribute an income in order to be valued in my family. I wholeheartedly do not believe this now. I am raising my children, meeting the needs of my husband and keeping a home that allows those who live in it to feel safe, comfortable and at ease.

The blessings before me are abounding and ever-giving. I am grateful for them, and know that this is exactly where God wants me to be.